I
belong to the generation born just before World War II, who arrived
at the age of awareness around the time of India’s Independence. I
was in the school bus being ferried to San Thome Convent when I first
heard the word ‘Dominion Status’ applied to India (it was
splashed in huge font on the front page of the newspaper a teacher
was holding). The term conveyed little to me beyond the sense of a
new era beginning. I didn’t know yet that I had been living in a
subjugated country all my life. Lord Mountbatten, and then C.
Rajagopalachari, were to be the Governors General before India became
a Republic.
Lord & Lady Mountbatten with Gandhi
Chakravarti Rajagopalachari
Uncle
Louis, in whose house we stayed in Madras, had spent time in Alipore
jail in Calcutta as a political prisoner after he was a student at
Scottish Church College. The morning routine for the warders was to
call out to the inmates, “Sarkar ko salaam bolo!” to which they
would defiantly respond in unison “Jail ka darwaza kholo!”
From
his house we all bundled into his cream Chevrolet to go to the Island
Grounds in Madras, because Gandhiji was coming to speak. There
wasn’t enough seating for my uncle, and aunt Kuttiamma, my mother
and sister, my portly ayah, Dhanammal, our man Friday, Munuswamy, and
our erudite driver, Damodaran.
So my sister and I sat on stools at
the back. I remember nothing of the speech or the voice, but can see
the posts on which the loudspeakers were mounted, and the bamboo
partitions to corral the crowds. It was a sea of vermilion and green,
with white Gandhi caps on nearly every head. I don’t remember what
songs were played, but there was music relayed to the furthest
expanse of the grounds.
When
Independence actually arrived there was a celebration at school. I
was clad in white shorts, a collarless shirt and Gandhi cap and stood
somewhere along the West Coast of the outline of India painted white
on the long sloping flight of black granite steps rising from the
playground to the Form classes (Forms I to VI) above. We had little
paper flags pinned to our chest and a rousing chant of the
Jana-Gana-Mana arose as we
held candles in our hand — there on the steps, we enclosed the
virtual extent of Bharat, that is India, metaphorically uniting the
whole country.
Deep
in the south we knew nothing as children of what went on at the
borders. The vast population migration, and the towns and villages
being cleansed of the people who had been living there for centuries
was unimagined, unknown. Being children we were insulated from the
savage surgical pain by which two countries came into being, cast
adrift by a feckless colonial power.
Of
all that I came to know only later when we transited to Calcutta in
the summer of 1948 and witnessed the tail-end of the bloody riots in
that city. The internecine killings were only doused when the army
came out in flag marches with infantry and armoured cars.
Periodically there would be an eruption, but never again on a
thousandth of the scale that happened at Partition.
Much
literature has been contributed by those who experienced the birth
pangs of India (and Pakistan) — from Pakistani writers like Manto
and Indian writers like Khushwant
Singh. Later, others who grew up with no consciousness of
Independence have brilliantly imagined aspects of it: Salman
Rushdie, for example.
In
South India there was joy and a blissful distance from the tragedy up
North and in the East. Independence was only good news for the
millions south of the Vindhyas. There was a rebellion by the razakars
in Hyderabad (Deccan) attempting to make the province accede to
Pakistan. It was quickly put down by a ‘police action.’ But we
heard nothing of the massacres, and I do not recall any shadow cast
on Independence Day by the hatred and pogroms that convulsed the
Punjab and Bengal. Later in my youth I learned Partition caused the
largest migration known to humans in recent times, perhaps ever.
But
even in the South we experienced loss, the terrible loss which came
so soon after freedom, when Gandhi was assassinated. At this distance
of sixty-nine years in time I can see Uncle Louis sitting forlorn,
head bowed, hand over forehead, in the living room of our Mowbrays
Road house. All India Radio was announcing
the death of Bapu, as he was called. From Nehru’s lips, in
words more moving even than his Tryst with Destiny speech, issued the
words: “The
light has gone out of our lives and there is darkness everywhere.”
The
difficult days of Independence lay ahead.
Such personal experiences are precious. Recently BBC published an article that featured my friend's (Raman Kapur) father's personal recollections - of surviving the "savage surgical pain": http://www.bbc.com/news/world-asia-india-40749476
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing such experiences. Next generations definitely need to know. Reminded me of my father sharing his childhood experiences of when Gandhiji came to our town and the stories of how big the laddu that was distributed in school on independence day etc
ReplyDeleteJoe, thanks for sharing this personal experience. Have heard stories from my father on how my grand father, to grieve Gandhiji's death had shaved off his head as well as that of his sons and many of the workers from his factories joined in. We also heard stories around the partition and how families were hidden to save them from angry mobs. Your blog brought back all those stories we heard as kids..
ReplyDeleteThank you for sharing your memories. For us, who belong to the generation that came after you, it is the last direct link to the days of the Independence movement and to all those unsung hero's like Louis Uncle on whose shoulders our country was built.
ReplyDeleteThis made for a poignant read. Thank you for sharing, Dr Cleetus. A first personal account I read from the south of Vindhyas.
ReplyDeleteGrew up to stories up here north. When mom (then 10) and her family had to leave from Lahore. Bloodbath ..but if there were swords drawn, there was shelter and protection too (she was hidden in a wheat cannister when some baying for blood came searching). Of my dad (then 18) ..this side of the border - Majitha, Amritsar - attempting to assure safe passage to his Muslim friends n families ..lost them to the other side ..or to swords. In front of his eyes. He carried scars long. My late in-laws ..both from Pakistan ..finding a life as refugees. The struggle. The stories abound. Some endings. The beginnings. A lot of heartbreak.
What lingers for me ..is the stoic voice as they recounted. Their eyes sometimes brimming over ..sometime just ..blank. They are survivors. Of a time which not only tore a nation apart ..but also lives and hearts.
Like my grandfather would often shake his head sadly - 'badaa hi aukha vella si ..' ..it was a very difficult time. He lost friends he had grown up with, celebrated with, cried with. Life was never same again. There is a complete generation scarred.
And the stories should not die out. Not fade away.
- Deepika Shergill
My Mom and Dad and their families migrated from Multan. Have heard very similar stories to what Deepika has recounted. Most stories are horrifying. Some memories of how my Dad and eldest sister were escorted to a train to Amritar by his Pathan friends are heart warming and restore confidence in humanity.
ReplyDeleteFor my family, I can only repeat 'badaa hi aukha vella si ..'. My sister (all of 4 years) carried a knife on her during those days. My father spent almost a year searching for my grandfather, from camp to camp, from town to town. The reunion finally must have been something. Overall we only recall pain of separation from roots, losing dear ones to violence, of restarting lives from scratch..
Rakesh Kapoor
I remember my grandfather tried to find some of his friends in Pakistan. I would be dropping letters in the letter box for him. Until the 1971 war, I think. I don't think he met with much success. He tried though. Relentless.
DeleteThats about the human spirit again. Time might ravage ..but one still reaches out to collect and unite. War cannot take away echoes of brotherhood.
I often think will take mom to Lahore ..the places she remembers from there. But she is too old now. And the borders (divides?) seem to have only gone higher.
These are precious memories, so beautifully expressed. Independence has been kept alive in my generation by my parents who constantly told us of the sacrifices made, of our great leaders and the innumerable freedom fighters. An anecdote my mother tells me is about her father entertaining some British officers in their house in Patna and she along with her brother and a few friends began sloganeering outside the drawing room window- Angrezo Bharat Chodo. It did cause embarrassment to my grandfather but my mother says he was secretly very proud of this act of theirs.
ReplyDeleteJoe your essay is poignant. I grew up in Calcutta near Deshapriya Park. I could see that Bengali hooligans had murdered & mutilated the bodies of Muslim's straying around. Bodies were left rotting. Such was the fury that Muslim Bastis were totally ransacked & it is any body's guess how many Muslims were murdered. A truce was declared and father hired a open truck and loaded with Hindu & Muslims who went around. Father also fed the group to a hearty meal. They went round the city chanting Hindu Muslim Bhai Bhai!!
ReplyDeleteThese are my earliest memories starting 1947 mid year.
Also say glued to the radio listening to the commentary on Gandhiji funeral procession for last rites.
A Krishnamachari
Joe, this was a nice read! You have beautifully conveyed the atmosphere of those days as seen and felt by a school boy.
ReplyDeleteWhen I hear such stories a shiver goes thru my spine. I am glad that so far I have not witnessed such massacre. However, my Aunt was in Baluchistan with my Uncle (in Army) and they have described how a Pathan despite all odds saved her by stuffing her into a drum and she travelled 3 nights that way in a truck...as a young kid I was scared to death just hearing her stories....Luckily in 1984 when the horrific Sikh riots took place in Delhi, I was in Texas, courtesy DCM. But I hear it was pretty bad too.
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